| Life is grand without a computer. I love work. I miss brittney more than anything in the world. love you. blessed.
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| Why are people addicted to drugs?
I'm tired of worrying about my friends, I guess thats why I haven't seen any of them in about a year, well the ones that count anyway.
I feel so different, alone for over a year and a half , sex free, working to much overtime but having nothing to show for it.
I really need to get enrolled soon, I've been to busy lately.
This new me, is to overly responsible.
I'll be twenty in October, It can't be as bad as the day I turned 18.
I really loathe the way I just smash thoughts together to form what I consider a blog. heh. |
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| Coming in the next year, or half a year.
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| I don't want to read, write, or watch others forever.
These things aren't so fufilling to me anymore, at all.
I sit around and imagine my life different, better, pretty much fake.
I live my life by watching, and not participating, even when I try to participate, I don't.
I'm very silent and blunt, I want all of this adventure, but I can't find myself enough to bring it about.
Me as a whole, has become so transparent to myself, I don't know who or what I am.
I just makebelieve. |
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